Things in my pocket & warkah utk En Polis

Isn`t it weird if I Laugh, rolling at the floor when I got some idea to wrote this things out? Still Not absurd ryt.. HAHAHA…

People always have their own ‘accompany’, ‘tagging’ or what ever do you want to call it.., Whenever they intend to walk away to outside, before the shifting outside. Sure everyone facing some kind of to do list need to be done first..

In my daily routine..juz before off to works,leave the house..Sure there got some common thing that I do and checkbefore rushed to the office and thats thing wud be..:-

Item Location Status

Ok..Car key/Bike key Right pocket (Pant) Checked

Ok then,Cellphone Left pocket (pant) Checked

Watch Left hand (wrist) Checked

Sunway ID lanyard Leher laa.. Juga checked..

Wallet Inside the bag Checked

**(leceh la..xslesa kan klu wallet dlm poket blkg)

Waa..Only then br senang hati maw ke office,sure xde paper yg tertinggal dah neh ^^.. jaaa~(perjalanan mengambil masa 30mins okay..seringkali terfikir..klu la company ni bapak I yg punya..iskk)

Ok, back to the story, since cite pasal apery g ada dlm poket sewaktu keluar dr rumah, so instead of checking apa yg diperlukan masa nk kluar dr rumah..lets check on what im brought back today…~

Item Location Status

Ok…Car key/Bike key Right pocket (Pant) Checked

Ok then, Cellphone Left pocket (pant) Checked

Watch Left hand (wrist) Checked

Sunway ID lanyard Leher masih.. Still checked..

Wallet Inside the bag Checked

** and extra traffic summons Right pocket (pant) dun wan to check..crapp..

Know what, Trimasss en Polis, anda telah Berjaya membuatkan jumlah saman terkumpul minggu ini adalah Rm 400 hengget, Yeayyy…Clap~ Clap~Clap..i luv u lahh, Sayangggglah pada anda semua en. Polis, Anda dan saya mmg setia berkhidmat utk Negara hahaha(cam hampeh)

So utk En Polis, Demi Negara yg terchenta…nie ada warkah untuk en polis~

Dear En Polis,

Terima kasih diatas surat cinta yg diberikan..sy amat menghargainya,

Untuk pengetahuan En.Polis, Berkenaan penekanan en Polis kepada Kelajuan yg dibenarkan dan Kelas CC kenderaan yang boleh melalui lebuhraya, Sy faham sepenuhnya,Tp..saya taw la moto saya xsampai 700 CC, xperlu la diulang byk kali, en polis perli saya ke aper..Yg ada ni pun xhabis lg throttle nk pulas aper..iskk,

Lagi satu, saya xmampu laaa nk pakai BMW ke or Subaru seperti yg en Polis cadangkan..nie en.Polis perli sy lagi kea per, Saya Muda lagi kot..mne nk mampu, infact klu sy pakai..lagi ‘hari raya’ en polis saman sy. Project Engineer xde la byk duet mana sgt seperti yg en Polis bayangkan, skrg muda lg…nnt dah tua br la nk byk sket…time tu en polis nk perli xpe laa..haha

Disampaing semua ini en Polis, Sy senyum kne saman xbererti sy suka disaman, harap en polis faham..”^o^”. Sy cume berbudi bahasa jer…So harapnya jangan la kerap sgt saman sy taw.., saman la setahun skali ke, or klu xyah lnsung lebih baik..

Namun saya sentiasa faham dengan tranggungjawab dan amanat pihak en polis, Tu saman byk2 tu mesti nk wat model Menara Warisan kan, Menara 100 tingkat tu kan…maklumlah..demi Negara mencipta landmark..^^, Br la Org Negara lain taw katne Malaysia nie kan..Harapkan KLCC, SEPANG Circuit, org xtahu sgt..Sy faham sepenuhnya.. Tp enchik Polis, sy baru jer ‘like’ dekat FB, utk tidak menyokong pembinaan Menara 100tingkat tu, jd bermaksud..kalau boleh..sy xnk la saham sy disini..nnt ramai rakyat Malaysia y xsuka sy sbb sy melabur kat bangunan nie..Harap en Polis faham la yer situasi sy..

Akhir kata, Sesama lah kita meningkatkan kemajuan Negara disamping Menuju kearah Ekonomi berpendapatan tinggi..(im expected berpendapatan tinggi yer, wlupun sy xfaham camne korg akan wat)

Wasaalam..

Berkhidmat utk Negara,

‘Mangsa Saman Polis secara kerap’

Moderate life...

Lately resulted of being not so spoken
and stuck mind to bla bla bla, blogging etc..
akhirnya menimbulkan 1 theory...

i don't meet much people recently...
so my days become skeptical..and plain boring...
which i believe leading to my brain 'timing belt' gone a little bit sidetracked

..basically fill up the routine interact with people virtually
....via FB,ym, skype or such like, which surely i found it no fun at all...
but hell its better than living in avoidance on society...
but in the other hand. Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets,

so... acknowledge and love the people who treat you right
and forget about the one who don't,
and believe that everything happens have a reasons.

If u get a chance, take it,
If it change your life,let it

Nobody said that it would be easy,they just promised it would be worth it...
^^ ryyytttt...

i'm not EVERY MAN..^o^

I threw my backpack on my bed and rushing down to the kitchen
and fixing myself something to drink. Phewww…..what a hot evening. I could even hear the flowers in my mom’s garden screaming and pleading for some drink too! Hmmmm how hot the day was!

“My Principe: I have many choices in life. When one of the choices
responds negative, I just left it behind! Sayonara. No time to waste for
something that I know I can’t get!!”
Those words keep coming and wandering in my mind. And I know
that whatever it is it was not my fault!! And I will never regret…………. I am
myself, not like ordinary other man. I’M NOT EVERY MAN.

I have my own thought; I am not a dreamer…I will never look back.
For me, I should search for a girl that really understands me.
She must be intelligent, honest, lot of sense of humor, and she doesn’t care what I look like but represents for whom I truly am inside! And one more important thing….. she does not going to blow me off just because she embarrassed..

After finishing the drink, I walked up upstairs. Changing my clothes
and let my hifi banged on. I threw myself on the bed and tried to sleep.
Hmm…. Good. I cant even close my eyes !! urghhh… ok, what
about chatting ? playing computer games? Hmmmm….

Malaysians are getting married at older age. Why?

Why huh...why do you think...

Say you are a fresh graduate at that age of 23, a male, starting a carrier with a salary, say RM2000 per month. Monthly, extracting your expenditures on foods, transportation (public or motorcycle), electricity, water, phone, house rent and other expenses, say you can save about RM800 the most.

Then, because you are a good son, you send some money to your parents or relatives about RM300 per month. This will give you a balance of RM500 of saving. For the first year, maybe you are very discipline with your budget, so you save about RM5000.

The next year at the age of 24, you meet a girl of your dream. Both of you plan to get married after one year or two. Ok, that's fine, it gives you time to save some more money and some more time to prepare the basic necessities for a 'happy' family? a car and a roof to live under. That year because you are a hard worker, you get a raise of 10%.

Since you are also a gentleman, you make sure some money is put aside to spend on dates and gifts for your girl, so 10% goes for her. Like the previous year, after much sweat and Meggie- eating months, you save another RM5000. You are paid 2 months bonus. So, another RM4000 is added to your saving. So, your total saving now is RM14,000.

You decide to spend about RM8000 on a brand-new RM40,000 car down payment. So, you net saving that year is RM6000.

The next year at the age of 25, you are doing fine at work. But because now you have to pay for car every month, your total monthly saving is cut down to about RM400. You save roughly about RM5000 that year. No bonus that year because your company is doing poor. So, your total saving in the bank is RM11,000.

Then, you decide to get engaged with your girlfriend. She said OK. So, need to buy an engagement ring. RM1500 is spent on ring plus 'hantaran pertunangan'. So, your net saving that year is RM9,500.

The next year at the age of 26, you get promoted. Your salary now is 1.5 of your starting salary at the company. Good news! You think. "Ok, this year I will get married". You also are 'gersang' already. :)

So, you ask your fiancée "how much is the dowry (hantaran)? "She say, "berapa-berapa yang u sanggup". You ask,"RM5000 ok?". She replies, "I okay je. Tapi my mom tu. Dia kata grad oversea macam I ni mane boleh letak rendah-rendah. Paling kurang RM10,000 tau!".

Your eyes 'terjegil', air liur 'meleleh' and you faint on the spot. "Where else in the world can I get extra money?", you say to yourself. But, because you are very determined to get married with your dream girl and in the name of love, you work really really hard that year until you are awarded "The Best Employee of The Year".

You get 3 months of bonus. You also do some side business to supply ayam pencen. So, roughly your net saving at the end of that year is RM20,000.

Ok, now you are 27 years old with enough saving in the bank to pay for the dowry. But then, come your mom saying,"Anak mak nak kawin ni mesti la buat grand grand. Kita sewa khemah besar-besar, jemput penyanyi ke artis ke sorang dua datang buat persembahan. Lauk pauk kita cater aje la ya? RM10 je sekepala. Baju kawin ko, kita sewa yg cantik-cantik dan mahal-mahal sket. Kita jemput dalam 1000 orang datang ok?"

You did a quick in-the-head-calculation, "1000xRM10=RM10,000, penyanyi lagi, khemah lagi, buta-buta je RM15,000!!! Tu tak masuk cincin kahwin lagi!!" You say,"Mak, nak buat apa membazir-bazir duit ni?" Your mom replies,"Apa pulak membazirnya? Kau kawin sekali je seumur hidup.`Biarlah buat betul-betul." You insist,"Tapi mak?"

Your mom says, "Dahlah, kau jangan nak buat malu mak. Cik Tipah jiran kita tu buat kenduri kat hotel siap dato, datin, tan sri puan sri lagi datang. Mana la mak nak letak muka kalau buat kenduri kecik kecik?".

Anyway, you finally get married. But, a beautiful happy life after marriage that you dream of with your wife does not last long. You have debts around your waist, interest gets higher every month, cannot afford to pay them, you wife gets tired of you asking money from her, she accuses you of being irresponsible husband for not being a good provider, blah blah blah? At the end, you two go into separate ways? You get divorced.

Problem breeds problem? Sometimes we wonder why marriage institution is failing in our country. The above example may not represent the whole phenomena in our culture,but perhaps it gives us some ideas of the problems young couple these days are facing in getting married from my perspective.

The Root Cause of The Problem... There is something wrong in our culture. I really think there are some practices in our culture in Malaysia (Malay culture specifically) that do not make sense and especially they are contrary to the teaching of Islam. These practices are well-rooted in our culture that unfortunately because of them, many people are 'afraid' to get married, or simply feel like they cannot afford when they are actually can afford.

These are some of my observation and summary analysis:

(1) Marriage should be done in the most modest way but in Malaysia, it is ought to be done in the most lavish way. Competition on whose wedding is the most grandeur is almost unavoidable. Fame is usually the reason why people spend unreasonable and wasteful amount of money for a wedding.

(2) The "price" of a woman is measured according to her perhaps educational status not according to her knowledge and understanding of Deen and piety as suggested by the religion. The saddest thing is that "price" is put on women, who are supposed to be, if God-loving, kind-hearted and pious ones, "priceless"! 'Dowry' system is adopted by the Malays from perhaps the Indians who came to Malaysia long time ago.When the 'dowry' is put too high and men can't afford to pay, marriage is usually delayed or cancelled. An effort to build another small brick unit of this Deen is delayed or perhaps destroyed only for this reason.

(3) Marriage should be a quick and easy process for the couple not hard, which eventually becomes a burden. These days, we make marriage so complicated that people are afraid of getting married. When I was in the Sydney, I saw Muslim brothers and sisters getting married at the mosque, with just some sweets as the main course for the guests. The guests who were invited to witness the ceremony were usually whoever prayed jemaah at the mosque or some close relatives and friends. There is no point of being extravagance. We should focus on the life after wedding not the wedding itself. Wedding is only a door to the marriage house. Why should we spent a lot of money to decorate the door so beautifully, when the inside of the house is then left empty, dark and unattractive?

...and the pressure is on men...^^

Lusa dah nk Raya~ aku masih diofis

Date : 08/09/2010, rabu ,1;20pm
Location : Menara Sunway

well, as assume korg sume dah tahu..lusa raya, wlupun aku berharap khamis jer raya.pasal means esok xyah la dtg kje... ^^V dah penat da keje dlm environment sunyi sepi, minda tiada di tempat kje..aishhh

haha..nk wat mcmna..tekanan memuncak bila xde sorg pun malay yg tinggal melainkan aku yg begitu setia berkhidmat as aku realized ...aku harus berkorban kerana syarikat dan negara sangat memerlukan aku pada ketika ini..~ Demi negara...aku gagahi juga (what the heck..~)

ok lets go to the what been aimed on this coming Raya~
sy MAww...capture 1 gambar indah anak bulan yg bernama Syawal..
(mungkin memerlukan byk shot...tp yg penting kurg2 1 mesti maw cukup lawa)
ehmm..what else,..i guess thats all jer yg bermakna buat saya...owhh terlupe..sy begitu maww melawat kubur arwah opah , tok ayah...dan sume2...n i guess tu je kot...xde permintaan lain dah..tu dah cukup memuaskan hati...

ok back to what is in the present...buat masa skrg nie..sy xde 1pun baju raya. sedihkan...hahahaha \^o^/. Bile sebut xde baju raya doesnt means xde baju nk wat jalan raya...sy xde sume,baju nk wat sembahyang raya,mahupun baju pg jalan2...
bkn sbb sy xde masa nk jln2 or shopping...cume xde yg berkenan dimata sy^^ hahaha(what a stupid)..dan sy pun xth camne nk raya tanpa 1 helai pun baju raya (what a thinking)....siyes...sure awkward kan..xpenah2 xde lnsg..hahaha.tb2 sehelai pun xde kali ni..kah3..aper la yg dibuat slame nie...tp layan jer..bukannyer nk pegi mana pun..hahahah (what a brilliant)..lagi pun...xpe..sy still ada byk lagi baju lawa2 dan cantik2 to be leveled to baju baru korang ^^ hahaha (what a suprise) ...cumenyer xbaru yg betul2 punye baru jer...keh3

and ~ ehm....aahh..ok raya nie sy nk mengurangkan dwet dlm acc sy utk sume2...
mama n abah...ambil2,
Jiha..ambil2...
adik2 yg lain..ambil2...
owh kak chik yg nk pg UK...hmm ambil2...
hmm dwet raya taun nie..budget lebih atas paras normal..ambil2...
what else...aper lg yg ader dlm budget raya nie eh~

owh perbelanjaan blk kg sume2..dont worry...ambil2...
blanja dapur utk 2hari sume cucu2 opah berkumpul pun ...dont worry ambil2...hahaha
hmm...sy rasa cume tinggal 1/5 jer gaji sy utk diteruskan hidup bulan dpn ^o^ ....tp xpe..pasal sy gembira ^^ pahala pun dapat...dan...alaa...xpe...jgn byk tnye..yg penting sy suke wat camni ^___________^ ngeeeeee

so di akhir entry nie sy sebagai org Melayu Nusantara ader sebuah pantun...

" Its been a year,

here its come again,

selamat hari rayear,

maaf zahir batain."

Dont pointing to others when it`s your fault

well, ...huhh..xtually,eventually...hmm nothing produce an exact feelings to gel with the hatred that i juz gone thru, dealing with people who make no mistake 'kononnyer lahh'(feel like to vomit thinking of this kind of people)..but ahh,who cares... need not to kill my whole day n keep content the cool under...xperlu mewujudkan perasaan yg xbest utk org2 yg begitu. sendiri yg buat salah tp cakap org lain yg salah...

come on laa..it still led by ur mistake,stupid..u sets the situation, n now u`re blaming us..owhh come on..(sungguh xsuka prasaan bila sy marah)

sometimes...we makes mistake,no doubt... whether it in our own life or we effecting others life as well...the thing is..we are human..kita ni manusia...mmg xlari dr kesilapan dan kesalahan..
tp..hidup nie..xramai yg prasan yg dier bersalah, mungkin menunding jari lebih senang berbanding mengakui kesalahan.

So, during this weekend..juz when i am trying to please my day from those previous hatred...n when i juz enjoying my offtime in some parks with intention to ease the feeling,get some fresh air...look at the far end of the lake view...n guest what,suddenly my pondering get dispositioned when sorg anak kecil yang menangis kerana kakinya tersandung batu xauh dr tempat saya duduk,dan anak tersebut berlari ke orang tuanya dan berkata "ma,jatuhh...tersandung batu." lalu ibunya menjawab.."diam syg, jahat batu tu..nnt mama marah dier"

n this triggering me back to the spoil attitude that some of us have...
see....knapa harus menyalahi batu..,
ntah bukan nk marah..cume kecewa dgn sikap manusia yg mcm ni

so as motivation and also to remind myself
sbelum menyalahkan org lain...cuba lihat diri sendiri...
budak xjatuh andai dier berhati2, tangan xberbunyi andai xditepuk,
dan last skali...xde raya di syawal klu xde puasa di ramadhan ^^haha

dun know, maybe kita dibesarkan dengan suasana yg kerap menyalahkan org lain, heavy jam di kota kita salahkan kereta depan, beli barang dan kemudiannya rosak kita salahkan brg tak berkualiti,hinggakan andai baju kita terkoyak akibat tersangkut dipagar, bangku dan sebagainya lg pun kita nk salahkan bende lain...teruk kan

so..marilah kite berubah kearah yg lebih baik utk diri sendiri dan masyarakatttt haha (aper aku merepek nihh)

(eh...nie lagi aper yg aku mrepek nih...hahha, tersnap lak kan..haha.. (tb2 ader lak awek depan situ n tersnap lak...haha alasan typical malaysian) xde ah..sje nk menghiburkan hati)



(hahhh...tenangkan..klu tiap2 weekend layan jiwa kat sni)

Dude..we live in a rainbow of chaos

As per request by Mr yg berkenaan yang berkaitan dengan gambar..this 1 and this entry for you dude...

"ko tak perasan ke ko gunakan orng lain untuk kepentingan ko..."

Mr. X : "binoor ntahla...ooo tulah manusia kan binoor...t tulis lam terciptanya duniaku ek."

So from my perspective xtually browsing to find the absurd in these case, Images of 'kepentingan ko' things happened rewind back as i try to configure whats wronged in these situation.... and i am trying to link up with each other.
And....finally ahhhh...i see...
We live in a rainbow of chaos.

Human business exactly resembles like business war,
People tends to used what ever they could, take what ever opportunity..optimize every potential...

yahh...got hair-wired by things we called friends, duty, courtesy,relation, urbane and a lot more possesed by human...

Yes dude...kita pun manusia, mungkin kedepan2 kita lak wat slh n ter'jadi' mcm tu...
so the best way is...advice n be a fair person...hopefully it will work^^

The fight in the matter of acknowledgement..

Acceptance is not submission, it is acknowledgement of the facts of a situation. Then deciding what you're going to do about it. Where we must each find our separate meaning in the persuasion of our days until we meet in the meaning of the world.

In Kampung...we....

Nowadays, in this harsh cities...people are anxious to live for the future that they forget to live the present...

n makes us think that sometimes its good to live in kampung though ^^

We hate thing when.....

We hate....when things not working as how we plan it to be...

tambah pulak bila kta dedicate almost we what we could kan...

Hmmm...hidup mesti diteruskan...hopefully tomorrow will create another smile in face ^^
said to myself.....Life is like the circle....^^

Tiredddd....

Seems like the days was pack with the activity ryt...?

we look from far n see the calmness, but who knows the chaos within..... ^^

Deal in jeopardy

People will saids.."Hey did u already facing ur most misery day in ur life yet, dealing with the parties that always tied with the chaos n jeopardy" "if not...dont think u big enough here..."

Been there, done that...

The point is...who is 'Talking the talk' and who is 'walking the talk'..

Andartu ~ lelaki dan corak pemikiran masyarakat kita

worlds today..describing complete of life and love by a single word...

Married..

wow..judgement yang menakutkan
so..basically from the situation,we comprehend that its lead to 2 group as conclusion,which is.. married and not married

so nk senangkan cite la..1 group kita da tolak tepi..dgn anggapan happily ever after lah lepas married..
at least half of the life 'procedure' has been gone thru..
then the other group lah yg left... Not Married

kalau perempuan xkahwin hingga mencecah certain age,lama2 kita panggil andartu.klu lelaki..?
Apabila bercerita mengenai wanita dan andartu..
the main concern is how they afraid of the number of the rolling age..

so isu disini...kalau lelaki..?
does they get affected dengan umur dan istilah yg seerti dengan andartu...sebagaimana org perempuan, jarang masyarakat kita concern kan bende2 camni...very typical and skeptical..malaysian

From personal opinion...rasanya lelaki mcm xkisah je kot, not get affected...
but..some times, kalau mcm cube utk jujur dengan diri sendiri...
its about life that you cannot lie..
for sure you`ll start to ask urself...
how you want to lead your life, where do you want to go..
where do you see urself..5yrs times from now,10 yrs from now...
then..thinking of this..'mcm xde effect tu' maybe akan start nk hilang...start goyang la dlm bahasa pasar..we analyse either what we stand for before this might wronged or still right as usual...n here..we man we start to concern...

hmmm...rasionalnyer mcmtulah...
tp..utk yg jenis keringgg jer..xkisah,xde masalah..layannn n blasah jer tu camne....aper yg derang fikir,aper yg derang rasa yer....?? query2?

hmm..look for the world today..secara lahirnya...lelaki maybe nampak xkisah kot..., they spare..go for the career at the first place and claimed that the relation might come later when the times is appropriate...

seriously..i cant figure out,the level of feelings from those 'andartu/terutu' title cursed that posibbly has the same effect on guys.xfaham lg la....
lelaki ader x..yg tertekan dgn usia dan title 'terutu', as camne perempuan start tertekan apabila berusia 27...contohnya dan gelaran yg being curse in our Malay tradition tu...

^^ v said Lol: when Malaysian people will starts for not being typical thinker??

Anda faham x knape manusia saling dengki mendengki

Nurul source :-
u ad tulis 'i trying hard to b a gud muslim'.. u x rsa hpokrit ke dgn ap yg dtulis tu?

FatinII source :-
x fhm knp ade pompuan sggup jatuh kn maruah pompuan laen~
die sdr x yg die sbnrnye da jtuh kn maruah dri sndri..igt ckit!dunia ni bulat..what goes around comes around.semoga tuhan bg dirimu petunjuk wahai PEREMPUAN nun jauh di sne~

Then..suddenly triggering my idea to compose one nice topic i guess.....

Pelik kan manusia nie..
about month ago..lebih kurang la,
i am facing bende yg lebih kurang xmenyedapkan hati laa...
saya xnak cakap menyakitkan hati..kerana saya percaya...
saya xperlu pun nk emo2, so..sy xnk anggap ia menyakitkan hati..xmenyedapkan hati kan lebih baik diterima..... so..ianya akan lebih positif...
aper pun sbenarnyer klu saya mulakan dengan cakap..maybe dier dengki...
mcm xadil la klu saya ckp camtu..dier dengki,persoalannyer yeke..we also dont sure kan
sbb sy pun xtahu aper yg bermain dlm fikiran dier yg sebenarnye
aper yg sy fikir "lahh knape dier bawa cite2 camni, xsuke sgt kat sy ke,or maybe dier xsuke kawan2 saya ke and maybe since kitorang slalu sama2 n rapat dengan boss..."
so...awak xsuka sy ke?kawan2 saya ke?ke bos tu sendiri yg awak xsuke..
tp..sbb xleh sembur yg atas..awak sembur yg bawah...
adakah seperti kes nila setitik dan air lah..agaknyer...
dah mcm kurang pertimbangan waras dan bertamadun skit kan..biler bertindak camtu..

tp ntah...saya...cool la..
org xsuke...ignore jelah kan..xperlu pun nk kecoh2 atau xsuke balik
sesetengah org mmg emo,so faham2 lah... but very unfortunately lah...
bile dier biar kemarahan yang kawal tindak tanduk diri...sian kan..

dengan rakan2 saya slalu ckp....
dier pun kawan kite juga.., xperlu sisih pun..layan jelah dier mcm biasa
tp kawannnn..ader la respect skit
ni...kalau dah sampai buat fitnah, burukan kawan2 saya...
mcm sungguh xadil dan main sembur jer kan...

tp xtahu lah..
saya pun xtahu aper la yg dier xpuas hati sgt..
Rasanya, xganggu pun periuk nasi dier..even dier pun ok jer.


tulah pelik kan manusia..kadang yang jauh nie kite nampak...
itu salah ini salah...padahal...
yang depan mata, kita x nampak lak...

sy xckp awak salah, tp mungkin awak terlalu emotional
dan saya nampak dan saya kena berterus terang..awak sangat salah kat situ...

Ok...
simple...a think of thought yang maybe kite boleh share sesama..
yah..mungkin kitorang xbagus, ok la klu nk tegur, bole jer...
tp..cube kite tgk balik, pasal sy rasa xperlula main sindir2, or burukan org tu, burukan org nie...
kalau awak impikan menjadi org yg benar2 baik..mesti awak xbuat bende mcmni kan...

orang yg baik budi pekerti dier xbiarkan kemarahan menguasai diri...
orang yg baik dier xmengumpat, dier pun xdengar bende2 yang jahat juga...
orang yang baik..sentiasa memandang tgi orang yang lain, dier hormat tiap2 individu,
dier ambil yang positif xkira dari mana2 individu pun...then tolak yang negatif..
btol x... even pernah x awak terfikir hinggakan pencuri, pengemis pun ader maruah dier...
walaupun derang pengemis,pencuri ke...xsemestinya bermakna..sume yg derang buat jahat
so.. kalau saya tanya awak, awak faham x..knapa kite manusia suke memburuk2kan org..
saya xfaham..saya xtahu lah awak mcmn..

saya rasa...yela mungkin awak xsetuju dengan kitorang, awak ada pendapat awak sendiri..
tp...be a fair person, give and take...made a correction...kitorg pun mcm tu juga. kalau salah cakap jer..barulah kite sama2 maju..
saya rasa saya dan kawan2 saya..xpenah pun nak jatuh kan sesape..
kadang kitorang cube tolong lagi...kadang2 kitorang ader juga terasa, bila madu dibalas cuka..
tp..xkisah lah..still no hard feeling, kadang2 kitorg ignore lah pemberi2 cuka ni kejap...then lama2 kitorang care juga balik...


hmm...dah banyak ckp dah nie...
mungkin dah cukup untuk kite sama2 berfikir...
so...sebelum sy stop..sy nk kite semua fikir..mana yang baik..
hidup kutuk mengutuk, xsaling menghormati ke...
atau..hidup dlm aman damai dan friendly...yang mana yang lg baik utk kita bersama...

then.. lepas awak fikir ni..awak decide la... aper jalan awak...
^^...

Two faces from the same coin...

Jeti Kenyir...

Meneruskan lagi adegan adegan tanpa banyak bicara dr saya...haha
lately nie mmg xbyk ckp kan...xbnyak yg di bla bla bla kan kan....
^^ hee

Sekolah KAFA Al Wahidah, Taman Bukit Indah, Ampang

Dear all my kind hearted friends, i just got an news about this school....so, i just copy and paste the email here, in fact my brothers studied here. Hope you guys will help as much as you can.

Salam kepada sahabat -sahabat,

Bantuan anda semua amatlah diperlukan bg menyelamatkan seramai 400 org pelajar Sekolah Agama Rakyat (KAFA INTEGRASI) AL WAHIDAH, Taman Bukit Indah Ampang kerana pada masa ini bangunan sekolah mereka sedang dilelong oleh pihak bank berkemungkinan daripada pemilik bangunan tidak mampu membayarnya.

Harga yang ditawarkan adalah RM 550,000 dimana pihak sekolah tidak mempunyai kewangan yang mencukupi untuk membelinya walaupun Pengetua sekolah tersebut sedang mencuba sedaya upaya untuk menyediakan wang yang dikehendaki.

Pihak sekolah diberikan masa selama 6 bulan oleh pihak bank bg menyediakan wang tersebut. Setakat email ini ditulis pada 09/05/2010 pihak sekolah telah berjaya mengumpulkan sebanyak RM 20,000 dan mereka mempunyai masa lebih kurang 5 bulan lagi.

Oleh yang demikian, pihak sekolah sedang menjual saham sebanyak RM50 seunit bagi sesiapa sahaja yang ingin membeli bagi membantu pihak sekolah menyediakan wang yang secukupnya.

Bagi sesiapa yang ingin mendapatkan kepastian mengenai keadaan sebenar, tuan2 dan puan2 bolehlah menghubungi sendiri Pengerusi sekolah tersebut seperti butir2 dibawah.

HJ MOHAMED BIN SAHARUDIN – 0162953756 / 0199476844

Sumbangan tuan2 dan puan2 bolehlah di masukkan kedalam akaun bank seperti dibawah
Akaun : KAFA INTEGRASI AL WAHIDAH
Maybank :: 562209609000

Hulurkan derma ikhlas jika berkemampuan, RM1 dari anda amat besar nilainya…

Us in the world today..

"we read the world wrong..and say that it deceives us..."

whose to blame...?
should we blame...?
Or maybe..does really the blame available here....?

***simple but nice thought kan...entry kali nie..^^

Mood for traveling is still on....

lately nie..asyik mau jalan2 jer...,
padahal hujung mgu lepas, br jer outing...
xfaham kan...tp..siyes..sy nk lagi,
xjauh lg sy berjalan...xramai lg org yg sy jumpe...xcukup warna warni hidup dilalui
hmm...xpuas lg sy kenal dunia..^^
ader x org sepelik sy ini..haha (stupid question..hahaha)


hmm...perlu tgk dunia yg lain, rutin yg lain...udara yg lain..
guys, rakan2, or sesiapa jer..jom ke mana2..

Let's pack our bags..

Lets pack our bags,
and lie on the easy stream..
feel the water on our backs,
where we can carry on dreaming..
where we can finally, be where we`s like to be..

(Zee Avi, Just you and me)

Kuala Lumpur - 11.54pm

Bandar Melaka - 12pm++ haha....

UTM skudai - 2.30pm

Senibong, Tebrau - 10.00pm dinner time (mengadap singapore)

Special thanks to Abbas,
ang, amer at jb..n my bro kat malacca.. tQ buddy

*** There's still so much in the world that i'd like to soak up with my eyes...
^^

Recently..

Recently..
i juz like thinking nothing n doing nothing...

my brain get stuck as (tony stark)..so does my word...
so Diciptanya Duniaku berada dalam keadaan tanpa kata2 seketika..
needs to go out and breath the world..

Akibat 3 cawan Nescafe Kaw....

Juz went to lelaki seterika smalam, bad luck seakan bermula bila blackout,haha, bayangkan shopping complexs b/o....haha , and end up by sume warga2 yang booking online xdapat ticket.crapp...

so the formation terus bertukar utk menghabiskan masa lepak di stulang and layan seafood food..haha...dan disitulah semuanya bermula....

owh..Nescafe kaw...3 cawan yer....
then hasilnyer....

i cant sleep all night,

i am fully tired but my eyes dont...
Caffeine is killing my night....owh...
i hates being zombie in days....

Life is a beautiful mess

...along the way u bump into people who make a dent on your life...

This is my message for the utmost, life is simple yet it still beautiful ryt, kadang2 people get upset, disappointed in life when they not meeting to their aimed...bcuz of the very minor things that they have to endure, but at the time like that, they cant never really tell whether it is minor or the major things in their life, which are best for them or not... saper tahu kan hidup nie macam mana. die bukan macam a mathematical problem which always looked easy when it solved..., bukan..sekarang ni it still at the situation that takes you to solved it...

looking for the mess perhaps not in our top next thing to do list,tp mungkin kadang kita menghadapi detik2 yang sukar, bertemu individu yang sukar...or maybe thing don`t go as we hopes and plan...

so tenderly... i like to share my opinion here...simply bcuz...we`re friends...and i am trying to be a good friends

what will happen in the future, xde saper yang tahu kan...good things happen, bad things happen..

personally from me.. trust your own heart, do what its tell... bcuz where ever it will lead you then... its will be like a northern star, sebagai bintang penunjuk... if you fail at that the first time, its okay... bcuz it will leading you straight to the bright side of you future. you will learned for the betterment.

so c`mon, easy...dont let yourself down
ok basiccally to be real..this entry is my support untuk my buddy yg seems crush to 1 girl, he trying to be there as the concern as well...but u guest what,response by playing hard to get from the girls....or the least of acknowledgement ...hmm...

dude..
maybe other person cakap bende yg mcm ni...
"bro...ko jgn tertipu...", "hey... hidup panjang lagi laa...dont get obsessed with the girls that treat u that way", "bang...jgn la ko abaikan diri sendiri demi awek tu.."

i agree with them...no doubt, but i also agree with you.. when you still standing for what you feel right. you still be there for that girl... even so,sometimes its looked like there`s no acknowledgment for 'always there' for her... dont get confused and stress.

As like i said...kalau ko niat baik...it will lead you for a good path, its still be a northern star for you.. and i am sure... you will found you own 'other half' one day...bcuz u simply a nice guy i ever met. so its ok bro.. juz be nice with anyone....

But bro, sometimes for your own sake, you also must consider and question yourself....
Until what extend the crush could brought u to..., there must be a line to draw..ko boleh pilih mana2 jalan..you have my full support anyway.

so for the girlz, woman or even boys that being selfish in their life..can we juz be tolerate, down to earth.. can we juz being ordinary human with the good heart which sometimes put others in front of ourselves like good people doing a deeds for us, doing a favor and charity without asking for the return, life will be beautiful, or even if the mess come around.. its still fine...

so bro ...as i told to myself...
looking for your other half isn't like found and match job....
sometimes you dont even know her at the glance, even so she maybe already linking with you, sometimes the person that you think perfectly will be your soul mates meant not, when you get to know her closer...
the jodoh play with a rhythm here dude... dier bukan apa yg kite nk, tp apa yg kite perlu...
but dont worry...i believes...she`s on her way here bro...

hahaha.....btw...to end this entry with smile...for your smile, everybody smile
hey...do you know "girl with rhythm"?...no...its juz because of....


Hahahhahahaha

as for my self...
Seek for the rhythm... a beautiful mess ^^

Translation of design process

100 of data can`t be compare to an information...,
100 of information can`t be compare with creativity...,
100 of creativity can`t be compare to a knowledge...,
100 of knowledge can`t be compare to a wisdom...,
100 of wisdom is useless if there`s aint solute the problem...

The problem need to be seen not to be cure.. once u see it, u`ll know how to deal with it..

(translation of process design,2010)

Simple 9 ; why i have to endure all this...

suffering for the pain and hardships...
the counting which in simple perspective was easy and pleasure...
that square the burden inside...
i am in total tense...

The remaining nine....arghhh

(simple easy life principle cannot be applied here..thank you)
sy tahu ramai yg xfaham..,xp..thanks for ur concern...
anyway...cume melepaskan tekanan...in gud way i believe..^^
wah masih mampu tersenyum...tipulahhhh

"Surat Dari Anak Mak Yang Dah Tak Nakal"

Cerita nie .. bukan tulisan aku.., bukan juga surat aku.. aku cuma berkongsi perasaan yang sama sesama manusia, aku suma letakan kisah seorang hamba Allah, kisah 'sejuta hati untuk ibu'.. sebab aku rasakan ia sangat bermakna.. dan dah lama aku xde entry yang 'manusia' macam ni. anyway ~ takziah untuk miss X, Al fatihah saya untuk ibu anda... juga Al fatihah untuk ibu kepada ibu saya~

Mak..
Terlalu bosan rasaa duduk membilang hari..
Dah hampir sepuluh bulan mak pergi,
Rasanya baru semalam mak peluk kiter kan sejuk syahdu masih terasa lagi nih..
Mak tau tak..
itu lah pertama kali mak peluk anak mak yang nakal ni sejak kiter dewasa..
dan itu juga terakhir kali nya.
Emmmm...rupanya mak dah tau mak nak pergi jauh..
nak tinggal kan anak2 mak.. nak tinggal kan dunia fana ni..
mak macam dah sedia..
Seminggu sebelum tu..
mak dah menganyam tikar mengkuang 3 helai..
Akak kata sampai ke pagi mak anyam tikar tuu....
tanpa rasa mengantuk, tanpa rasa letih......
kakak pun rasa hairan.....
mak tak penah buat gitu.....
pastu mak pasang radio kecil di sebelah mak......
tapi mak seolah2 tak sedar bahawa rancangan radio tu siaran siam .......
kengkadang siaran indonesia ..
mak terus tekun menganyam...
Rupanya tikar yang telah mak siapkan tu di gunakan untuk mengiringi mak ke kuburan...
Pastu mak sapu sampah sekeliling rumah bersih2....
pastu mak jemur karpet-karpet. ..
pastu mak ubahkan sofa ke tempat lain..
mak biarkan ruang tu kosong..
rupanya kat situ jenazah mak diletakkan..
paling menarik sekali mak bgtau kat maner sume duit dan barang kemas mak..
ada kat dalam almari.....
ada kat dalam dalam beg.....
ada dalam ASB.....
ada kat dalam Tabung Haji..
mak cakap tak berapa cukup lagi......
ada kat dalam gulung tikar.....
masa tu mak perasan takk..??
kiter gelak sakan bila mak bgtau duit dalam gulung tikar...
kiter kata mak ni memang pesenn lama laaa...
mak cuma gelak jer...
eeemmm...bahagiaa nya saat ituu..

Mak.....
Hari tu hari sabtu 18/08/1999 pukul 3 petang mak tiba2 sakit perut.....
bila malam tu kiter sampai dari KL.....
mak dah dalam kesakitan.
Akak dan abang kat kampong semua dah pujuk.....
mak tetap takmau pi hospital.... .
dan cuma tinggal giliran kiter sahaja yang belum pujuk..
Mak kata mak takmau duduk dalam hospital.... .
tapi kiter berkeras juga pujukk..
nanti di hospital ada doktor...
ada ubat untuk mak..
kat rumah kami hanya mampu sapu minyak dan urut jer..
Mak tetap tak bersetuju... ..
mak memang degil..
tak salah, anak mak yang ni pon mengikut perangai mak tu..
Tapi akhirnya bila melihat keadaan mak makin teruk....
mak sakit perut sampai nak sentuh perut mak pon sakit
kami adik beradik sepakat hantar juga mak ke hospital....

Mak.....
amponkan kami semua...
kami nak mak sehat...
kami sayang mak...
kami tak mau mak sakit...
kami terpaksa juga hantar mak ke hospital....
ampon kan kami yer mak....

Mak.....
Jam 4.30 pagi 19/08 /2006
Bila tiba aja kat hospital....
nurse tengah balut mak dengan kain putih...
kenapa mak xnak tunggu walau kejap pun...
mak..kiter hancur luluh mase tu mak..
mak mesti nampak kiter jatuh terduduk di lantai hospital...
Mesti mak nampak abang cium dahi mak.....
Mesti mak nampak akak baca doa untuk mak....
Mesti mak nampak adik terduduk kat kerusi kat sudut itu...
mesti mak nampak semua tu kann...kann. .kannn

Mak tau tak....
Pagi tu balik dari hospital jam 5.20 pagi kiter mamandu dalam keadaan separuh sedar...
Adik kat sebelah diam melayan perasann...
Kenangan bersama mak berputar dalam kepala ini...
jalan di depan terasa makin kelam.....
airmata dah tak mampu di tahan....
Masa tu seandainya apa-apa terjadi di jalan itu kiter rela...
andai kereta berdentum pun pasti kiter tak sedar...
Namun alhamdulillah akhirnya kiter sampai juga...
di sebab kan pagi masih awal, jadi jalan tu lenggang..
kosong....sekosong hati ini.....
Sepanjang perjalanan terasa kedinginan subuh itu lain benar suasananya..
terasa syahdu dan sayu...dinginnnn....

Mak......
Kiter masih ingat lagi....
Kiter baca AlQuran kat tepi mak temankan mak...
Jam 11.00 pagi mak di mandi kan ....
Anak2 mak yang pangku masa mak mandi....
Mak mesti rasa betapa lembut nya kami mengosok seluruh tubuh mak.....
Kiter gosok kaki mak perlahan lahan.....

Mak perasan tak.....?
Makcik yang mandikan mak tu pujuk kiter.....
Dia kata..." dikk...jangan nangis...kalau sayang mak jangan buat gitu...jangan nangis ya.."
Bila makcik tu kata gitu...
lagi laaaa laju airmata ni...
tapi kiter kawal supaya tak menitik atas mak....

Mak.....Sampai takat ini surat ni kiter tulis.....
kiter nangis ni.....
Ni kat dlm bilik...baru pukul 4.00 pagi....
Takder orang yang bangun lagi.....
kiter dengar nasyid tajuk "anak soleh" kiter sedih...
kiter rindu kat mak....!
Takpa la....
nanti bila kita selesai sembanyang subuh,
kiter baca yassin untuk mak...
mak tunggu ya..!

Mak..
Sebelum muka mak di tutup buat selamanya...
Semua anak2 mak mengelilingi mak...
menatap wajah mak buat kali terakhir....
Semua orang kata mak seolah2 senyum aja...

Mak rasa tak....
masa tu kiter sentuh dahi mak....
kiter rasa sejukkkk sangat dahi makk.....
Kiter tak mampu nak cium mak...
kiter tak daya....
kiter tuliskan kalimah tauhid kat dahi mak dengan air mawar...
Airmata kiter tak boleh tahan....
Mak mesti ingat kan yang anak mak ni jadi imam solat jenazah untuk mak...
tapi kite suruh tok imam bacakan doa sebab kite sebak.....
Jam 12 tengahari mak diusung keluar dari rumah....
Akak pula dah terkulai dlm pelukan makcik...
badan akak terasa panas...

makk...
anak mak yang seorang tu demam....
Mak tauu...
cuma akak sorang saja anak mak yang tak mengiringi mak ke tanah perkuburan.. .

Mak.....
Hari2 ku lalui tanpa kewujudan mak lagi...
Begitu terasa kehilangan mak...
boleh kata setiap malam selepas maghrib anak mak ini berendam airmata...
Dan sampai satu tahap....
masa tu malam jumaat selepas maghrib....
Selepas kiter baca yassin ngan kawan-kawan...
entah kenapa biler kat bilik kiter keluarkan gambar2 mak pastu apa lagi...
semakin kiter tenung terasa semakin sayu...
tangisan tak dapat dibendung...

Mak tauu...
kiter cuba bertahan...
memujuk diri sendiri tapi tak juga reda...
Kiter rasa nak telefon mak.....
nak cakap dengan mak.....
anak mak yang ni dah tak betul kan ..?
Dan akhirnya dalam sedu sedan itu kiter telefon kampong....
Kiter cakap dengan kakak..kiter nangis lagi...
Puas la kakak memujuk kiter...
Akak kata..." tak baik laa nangis aje..doa lah untuk mak.."
Dan akhirnya akak juga nangis.....

Mak tau tak..
di saat itu kerinduan terasa menusuk sehingga ke hulu hati...
rasa nyilu sangat...
menusuk-nusuk sehingga terasa begitu sakit dalam dada ni....
Sampai sekarang bila kerinduan itu menjelma....
hanya sedekah al-fatihah kiter berikan.....

Mak....
cukup la sampai sini dulu....
kawan kiter dah ketuk pintu bilik tu....
kejap lagi kami nak pergi solat subuh kat masjid...
selalunya, kiter yang bawak mak naik motor kan ....
kali ni kiter jalan kaki dengan kawan pulak...
esok kiter ingat nak tulis surat kat ayah pula....
Mula2 kiter tak tau nak hantar mana surat nih....
pastu kawan kiter bgtau...
simpan je buat kenangan..
Kiter cuma tau alamat ni aje...
Takper yer mak...k
Kiter kasi orang lain baca...
Kiter stop dulu...
sebab kawan kiter dah lama tunggu tu...
akhir kata untuk mak,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
dan jutaan terima kasih kerana membesarkan kiter...
memberi seluruh kasih sayang dari kecil sampai masuk sekolah..
sampai masuk univesiti...
sampai kiter boleh rase naik kapal terbang...
boleh rasa duduk kat negara orang...
sampai akhir hayat ini jasa mak tak akan mampu kiter balas..


Sekian terima kasih
- dari anak mak yang dah tak nakal makk...

Ayah..ayah pegi mane....

"Ayah..ayah pegi mane..."

apa yang anda lakukan apabila seorang budak berumur 5,6 tahun menanggis mencari ayahnya..
dengan suara hilang harapan.., tangisan yang tidak dilakon kan...hmm... lost dan tiada tempat bergantung

dan anda adalah satu2nya saksi....

(ok guys..ini juz sneak peak...aku sgt bz...nnt aku sambung...hhaha)

Cheer leader effect ~ on wanita cemburukan bidadari syurga?

i juz finished reading an entry kat blog ahmad ray... pasal wanita and bidadari syurga..
and from the reading, i juz can conclude the situation that supposedly...
there`s no anxiety or fear should be amongs by woman...

"Ustaz, boleh tak kalau di syurga nanti, saya tak nak suami saya ada bidadari?"

Soalan ini pernah dikemukakan oleh seorang wanita..manurut entry tu...seorng datin

Datin tersebut wajar diberi ucapan syabas kerana berani menyuarakan apa yang terbuku di kalbu ramai wanita. Tapi pasti kebanyakannya tak tergamak nak luahkan perasaan tu. Yah..so i try to... think... if us man in woman shoes...mesti rasa macam.. " ikut hati..xnk,xsuke...tp..agama ckp mcm tu plak?" so angguk terpaksa..senyum xrela... ^^..

tp...ntah..walau mcmn pun.. wanita xdapat nk mengiyakan sepenuhnya..aku rasa la..maybe, pasal ader...perasaan mudah cemburu tu kot...that`s y they behave like that..., as profound explanation, such reason is... woman always think that his husband is the absolute ownership of wife...!! ^^...klakar kan...

so relate to this...to me, its kinna answered a parts of spoil marriage concept, sebagai mana bila lelaki tidak fahamkan konsep "isteri bukannya hak milik, tapi anugerah" mcm dlm cite CINTA lakonan dato rahim noor eh...ke razali aper ntah haha ...bg aku mcm tu la jugak kot 'absolute ownership' bagi pihak perempuan...

ok berbalik kpada soalan cik..datin...keh3
dijawab oleh ustaz tu dgn... :

"Di syurga nanti, selagi puan tak berenggang dengan suami puan, suami puan seakan-akan tak nampak pun bidadari. Tak perlu lah puan risau sangat. Yang penting sekarang, usahakan agar puan bersama suami dapat menjadi ahli syurga. Kalau isteri terpaksa masuk neraka buat sementara, dan suami yang masuk syurga dulu, saya tak jamin la bidadari tak ganggu dia.."

Hmm..kenapa suami tak nampak bidadari bila isterinya ada? Sebab wanita ahli syurga kelak akan dijadikan oleh Allah sebagai ketua bidadari. Hebatnya kecantikan ketua bidadari ni, adalah ibarat cahaya bulan mengambang penuh di musim panas. Para bidadari yang lain pula ibarat bintang-bintang yang bertaburan di sekelilingnya. Hanya menyerlah tika bulan menyepi.

so bagi wanita, jangan biar bulan menyepi (wahhhh...)...so..adakah masih cemburu...berdasarkan pngalaman..rasanya masih ada...yer la..cemburu wanita jgn diduga dalamnya...haha!!...ok teruskan...

Maka apabila Ketua Bidadari itu hadir, si suami seolah-olah terpukau, dan bidadari yang lain seakan tak kelihatan, ataupun nampak kecil saja. Macam gadis jelita dikelilingi budak-budak tadika. Tentu saja fokus si suami takkan beralih dari melihat isterinya.
Hebat kan? Tapi macam mana kalau tiada bidadari langsung? Kan lagi bagus kalau tiada saingan?

Tidak juga. Haaa..here is the strike...mcm main bowling tuh..!! Klu korang layan citer, How i meet ur mother...bende nie dinamakan Cheerleader effect..plz be clear that..isu sbnarnya bukan pasal persaingan, tp..effect drpd composition dier tu..

Andai tiada bidadari, maka cantiknya Ketua Bidadari umpama bulan penuh di langit yang kosong. Kejelitaannya jadi kurang menyerlah kerana dia cantik sorang-sorang, tak ada siapa yang kurang dari dia, jadi pada siapa dia nak dibandingkan?

^^
so..wahai wanita2...faham x...?
rasanya xperlu mengelabah, risau...cemburu xkena tempat...apa kata kita buka sikit kotak pemikiran kita, detach skit perasaan emosi xbertempat..., dan lihat dengan lebih jelas...

believed me... being cool and calm..result us to a better person..
Wallahualam~
(wah...entry berunsurkan keagamaan yg pertama dr aku..huhu^^~ tp..aku rasa lebih kepada share pendapat..^^)

why malay cant speak english like others...

i keep wondering...why..
i always notice that we dun get talked or have a chat among colleague in English..we still prefer to use our mother language instead...

this issues appeared to be thinking only by this morning..
after finishing the design with no sleep for the whole night,then goes next jogging around 3,4 km juz ryt after solat subuh..., take a bath...clean my self...n...looking for the breakfast..i rather prefer some simple meal..so i juz run into the grocers n find the loaf of bread and the tunas. While i juz queuing at the counter to pay my goods n i am waiting for my turn
..there are 2 Indian women at middle age,i guess...and was cleaner auntie at the residential.

n u know what..the thing that impressed me was the language they used..ENGLISH...can u juz imagine...

a person whose work as a cleaner..maybe don't ever possessed evenly brief education, despite of that..to me..they speak good English..maybe a little up down..frankly..but still they speak english... they dare to!

that situation make me trigger in instant.."wow..why Malay cant do things like this...what is the different"... ^^

Todays is not just another day..

Today is not just another day...
today is different...

the day of usual is a lost...
the day of skeptic means no development...
the day of left leads to the backward...

and i aint any of these today... and it juz because....
today...

i am moving forward...

*lately nie aku sudah tidak banyak bercakap...i am out of word, bgitu juga selera makan..(terlibat ke?)...

well short n sharp..

*owh btw...mama xsuke sy yg xsuke ckp dan kurang ramah dgn orang...haha,
response : abess...dah xtahu nk cakap aper...xkan nk buat2 ramah, senyum n tayang muka jer...xghoti den...!! ^^

The Northern Star...

I set out on a narrow way...many years ago...
Hoping I would find true love, along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
...

(God Bless the broken road, Rascal flatts)

suffocated...

Edisi....melarikan diri ke Kuala Kemaman~
as time going as usual,...and at the right moment when the time limits start thinning in the air,due date for the thesis juz in counting and around the corner, and i am continuously also playing my part in this absurd sense. Started my weird habits and way out..
doing something that far from our mind can be think and the risk that cant be paid~


aku menghilangkan diri lagi~ dengan alasan maw mencari kedamaian...
"tired looking at the same colours job, doing the same thing everyday...very monotonous"

so...terus kembali ke KL..huah..KL sungguh panas...,musim kemarau kata mereka...
~ aircond2

Hari bila aku bertindak tanpa rancangan dan berfikir...^^

Saya sangat penat hari nie..saya mau balik rumah...!!!

smalam..tdo..sangat tidak nyenyak..selepas memaksa diri utk tdo..~ akhirnya saya mengaku kalah..dan terus menghidupkan kereta dan terus ke McD..utk menenangkan diri sekitar 4pagi....
infact~ saya sangat lapar,sy cuba untuk tdo dan makan esok siang jer...tp xmampu..siang td tiada masa maw makan akibat jadual yg padat..n when comes to dinner..dinner xkenyang...)xmaw brebut2 ketika makan..~hilang nikmat...why dont we juz..go easy n enjoy the food?

akibat taktikal sy yg mantap utk tidak berebut ketika makan...hasilnyer...saya sgt lapar mlm tu..

xkisah lah...sy bukan jenis yg "TER"lalu teruja dgn makanan~ saya cuma suka menikmati makanan...

minggu depan..tekad...maw menghilangkan diri selama seminggu lah...~ jumpa ayah bonda ^^
suda lama simpan hadiah untuk Abah...

entry hari ini tidak berwarna kerana saya tidak berasa berwarna hari ini...

How life works..?never can conclude..

Before solat maghrib td..i juz blog walking (yeah people calls by that term) but i rather juz call it blog jogging ~ hahaha..crazy me

why?because its more like u do the jogs job..its work more quicker than juz a walk or whole content reading session!!...so i called it jog..haha^^..(owh what i am saying here....haha)

so...i juz read in someone blog entries regarding 'knowing U..the description on her side n bla bla bla...'

this been quoted from her blog ~
'is it true that u have to know sum1 to love sum1.....
or is it your first instinct about that sum1 that makes u fall in love....'

woww..this is the tricky part...we need to be absolute n clear, we talk in realistic way...

1st phrase... yes its true
2nd phrase... indeed..that 1 also true..

why i say this 1 xtually tricky..lets be precise..

sometimes..when u meet someones...or even juz have a glance at her/him..u feel like your both puzzle`s suppose to cross somehow..u believe that way.. and yet..its true and no wronged in that.. whose know? its about future we talk ryt...

yet to be realistic n safe...we do practiced the 1st phrase word..
u have to know sum1 to love sum1.....

so lets jump to years forward... u freely able to choose the start of yours...1st phrase or 2nd phrase...because we know..who else could ever possibly shaped our future if its not u...me..ourselves. ..

owh this entry remind me to the concept that i hold onto~ the road not taken

owh...ok ok...now..lets jump...
lets say that u possibly have a happy day..and that would be greatly fine...or maybe worse ever..the moment ones u regret it..sure u`ll look into these day n say...only if u look in different perspective..only if i choose the other road....

but that`s if....well what ever comes..
the only thing that i can conclude is...that is how life works..sure Allah ada perancangan yang lebih baik..our part in this play is only do the things we felt right to heart and seek for the guidance of the mighty Allah...that sounds better

well..its hard to juz conclude..what`s the right decision we suppose to take..,but personally.. to be fair and positive..what ever comes tomorrow..i take that as my fate and destiny in fact i will drive it positively n lead for a betterment of other tomorrow...^^ hee

What`s your theme song by FB

haha.. on the 1 fine night..while i juz have nothing to fit on my schedule..doing nothing, make myself wandering thru the virtual worldwide web...

until...i click to the ----> What`s your theme song ~ on FB
here`s below are the question that later determined your result...

What do you do at the end of the day?

	Read, write, have some alone time.
	Settle down with my iPod and a magazine.
	Play with a pet.
	People-watch out my window.
	Watch TV.
	Chat with a sibling.
	Write down my experiences in a diary.
	Send an e-mail or write to a friend.

2.	Pick your favorite out of these sayings.

	It doesn't take much to save someone's life.
	Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.
	There's no place like home.
	Life is a beautiful mess.
	Someday life will be better.
	Sometimes you're stuck in the middle.
	There's a light at the end of the tunnel.
	When the world is upside down, I wouldn't change a thing.

3.	What do you tend to do when you get stressed?

	Talk to a friend.
	Read.
	Write out your feelings.
	Put on some happy music.
	Take a deep breath and let your mind drift off.
	Try to look on the bright side.
	Remember tomorrow will be better.
	Go outside and play basketball.

4.	What makes you smile?

	Listening to music.
	Going home after a long day.
	Hanging out with my friends.
	Being in my favorite place.
	When I'm the star of something.
	Helping someone.
	A funny joke or story.
	Thinking about your future.

5.	Pick a color.

	Brown.
	Pink.
	Light Blue.
	Green.
	Purple.
	Orange.
	Red.
	Dark Blue.

6.	What's your favorite TV show?

	American Idol.
	Survivor.
	The Amazing Race.
	Biggest Loser.
	Big Bang Theory.
	Secret Life Of An American Teenager.
	Extreme Makeover: Home Edition.
	Lost.

(the answer was subject to be change due to my personal life privacy..hahhaha)yela..mne lh tunjuk n bgtaw..

and the song of the result was....someday by Rob Thomas ~ dun ever heard of these guys


"Someday"

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

[Chorus:]
And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be someone

[Chorus]

And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

[x2]
Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again


so..dgn pantas aku men download lagu nie..hmm cara gak..ahaxxs..