The Northern Star...

I set out on a narrow way...many years ago...
Hoping I would find true love, along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
...

(God Bless the broken road, Rascal flatts)

suffocated...

Edisi....melarikan diri ke Kuala Kemaman~
as time going as usual,...and at the right moment when the time limits start thinning in the air,due date for the thesis juz in counting and around the corner, and i am continuously also playing my part in this absurd sense. Started my weird habits and way out..
doing something that far from our mind can be think and the risk that cant be paid~


aku menghilangkan diri lagi~ dengan alasan maw mencari kedamaian...
"tired looking at the same colours job, doing the same thing everyday...very monotonous"

so...terus kembali ke KL..huah..KL sungguh panas...,musim kemarau kata mereka...
~ aircond2

Hari bila aku bertindak tanpa rancangan dan berfikir...^^

Saya sangat penat hari nie..saya mau balik rumah...!!!

smalam..tdo..sangat tidak nyenyak..selepas memaksa diri utk tdo..~ akhirnya saya mengaku kalah..dan terus menghidupkan kereta dan terus ke McD..utk menenangkan diri sekitar 4pagi....
infact~ saya sangat lapar,sy cuba untuk tdo dan makan esok siang jer...tp xmampu..siang td tiada masa maw makan akibat jadual yg padat..n when comes to dinner..dinner xkenyang...)xmaw brebut2 ketika makan..~hilang nikmat...why dont we juz..go easy n enjoy the food?

akibat taktikal sy yg mantap utk tidak berebut ketika makan...hasilnyer...saya sgt lapar mlm tu..

xkisah lah...sy bukan jenis yg "TER"lalu teruja dgn makanan~ saya cuma suka menikmati makanan...

minggu depan..tekad...maw menghilangkan diri selama seminggu lah...~ jumpa ayah bonda ^^
suda lama simpan hadiah untuk Abah...

entry hari ini tidak berwarna kerana saya tidak berasa berwarna hari ini...

How life works..?never can conclude..

Before solat maghrib td..i juz blog walking (yeah people calls by that term) but i rather juz call it blog jogging ~ hahaha..crazy me

why?because its more like u do the jogs job..its work more quicker than juz a walk or whole content reading session!!...so i called it jog..haha^^..(owh what i am saying here....haha)

so...i juz read in someone blog entries regarding 'knowing U..the description on her side n bla bla bla...'

this been quoted from her blog ~
'is it true that u have to know sum1 to love sum1.....
or is it your first instinct about that sum1 that makes u fall in love....'

woww..this is the tricky part...we need to be absolute n clear, we talk in realistic way...

1st phrase... yes its true
2nd phrase... indeed..that 1 also true..

why i say this 1 xtually tricky..lets be precise..

sometimes..when u meet someones...or even juz have a glance at her/him..u feel like your both puzzle`s suppose to cross somehow..u believe that way.. and yet..its true and no wronged in that.. whose know? its about future we talk ryt...

yet to be realistic n safe...we do practiced the 1st phrase word..
u have to know sum1 to love sum1.....

so lets jump to years forward... u freely able to choose the start of yours...1st phrase or 2nd phrase...because we know..who else could ever possibly shaped our future if its not u...me..ourselves. ..

owh this entry remind me to the concept that i hold onto~ the road not taken

owh...ok ok...now..lets jump...
lets say that u possibly have a happy day..and that would be greatly fine...or maybe worse ever..the moment ones u regret it..sure u`ll look into these day n say...only if u look in different perspective..only if i choose the other road....

but that`s if....well what ever comes..
the only thing that i can conclude is...that is how life works..sure Allah ada perancangan yang lebih baik..our part in this play is only do the things we felt right to heart and seek for the guidance of the mighty Allah...that sounds better

well..its hard to juz conclude..what`s the right decision we suppose to take..,but personally.. to be fair and positive..what ever comes tomorrow..i take that as my fate and destiny in fact i will drive it positively n lead for a betterment of other tomorrow...^^ hee

What`s your theme song by FB

haha.. on the 1 fine night..while i juz have nothing to fit on my schedule..doing nothing, make myself wandering thru the virtual worldwide web...

until...i click to the ----> What`s your theme song ~ on FB
here`s below are the question that later determined your result...

What do you do at the end of the day?

	Read, write, have some alone time.
	Settle down with my iPod and a magazine.
	Play with a pet.
	People-watch out my window.
	Watch TV.
	Chat with a sibling.
	Write down my experiences in a diary.
	Send an e-mail or write to a friend.

2.	Pick your favorite out of these sayings.

	It doesn't take much to save someone's life.
	Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.
	There's no place like home.
	Life is a beautiful mess.
	Someday life will be better.
	Sometimes you're stuck in the middle.
	There's a light at the end of the tunnel.
	When the world is upside down, I wouldn't change a thing.

3.	What do you tend to do when you get stressed?

	Talk to a friend.
	Read.
	Write out your feelings.
	Put on some happy music.
	Take a deep breath and let your mind drift off.
	Try to look on the bright side.
	Remember tomorrow will be better.
	Go outside and play basketball.

4.	What makes you smile?

	Listening to music.
	Going home after a long day.
	Hanging out with my friends.
	Being in my favorite place.
	When I'm the star of something.
	Helping someone.
	A funny joke or story.
	Thinking about your future.

5.	Pick a color.

	Brown.
	Pink.
	Light Blue.
	Green.
	Purple.
	Orange.
	Red.
	Dark Blue.

6.	What's your favorite TV show?

	American Idol.
	Survivor.
	The Amazing Race.
	Biggest Loser.
	Big Bang Theory.
	Secret Life Of An American Teenager.
	Extreme Makeover: Home Edition.
	Lost.

(the answer was subject to be change due to my personal life privacy..hahhaha)yela..mne lh tunjuk n bgtaw..

and the song of the result was....someday by Rob Thomas ~ dun ever heard of these guys


"Someday"

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

[Chorus:]
And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be someone

[Chorus]

And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

[x2]
Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again


so..dgn pantas aku men download lagu nie..hmm cara gak..ahaxxs..

Leak to the lake ~ kenyir..

For the time being,in these studio.... being stuck with the stress and high tense surrounding...leak me out to the nature, sourcing the minus for equation of the high....

day by day become more skeptical for me..~long hour of sleep(avoiding my self of thinking the problem awaited me at the studio xtually)..then facing the numb monitor..doing drafting and design..surely soak me with the monotonous surrounding,n i feel tired facing all the same thing..~ colourful interaction plzzz....

owhh...boring gle dikala banyak kje.., bleh x..klu xmo pk jap hal2 keje nie..

owh down here...gambar masa pgi kenyir hari tu..xtually lots of subject being captured..upload 1 per 1 yer... ^^

owh tekanannyer..maw menghilangkan diri bolehh?

tungsten for the cruise

Aperture set it away....

Sense of lake placid....or... (hijau yg menakutkan)

Breath Taking (part two) P2...

well..nothing much to say... still in crazy heartbeat realm..haha^^

ok..the next subject...si semut..eh kerengge..

Tp oleh kerana si semut bergerak dengan laju disebabkan oleh aku menganggu habitatnyer....dan aku pun malas nk ubah setting..so..layan jelahh yerr...