Lusa dah nk Raya~ aku masih diofis

Date : 08/09/2010, rabu ,1;20pm
Location : Menara Sunway

well, as assume korg sume dah tahu..lusa raya, wlupun aku berharap khamis jer raya.pasal means esok xyah la dtg kje... ^^V dah penat da keje dlm environment sunyi sepi, minda tiada di tempat kje..aishhh

haha..nk wat mcmna..tekanan memuncak bila xde sorg pun malay yg tinggal melainkan aku yg begitu setia berkhidmat as aku realized ...aku harus berkorban kerana syarikat dan negara sangat memerlukan aku pada ketika ini..~ Demi negara...aku gagahi juga (what the heck..~)

ok lets go to the what been aimed on this coming Raya~
sy MAww...capture 1 gambar indah anak bulan yg bernama Syawal..
(mungkin memerlukan byk shot...tp yg penting kurg2 1 mesti maw cukup lawa)
ehmm..what else,..i guess thats all jer yg bermakna buat saya...owhh terlupe..sy begitu maww melawat kubur arwah opah , tok ayah...dan sume2...n i guess tu je kot...xde permintaan lain dah..tu dah cukup memuaskan hati...

ok back to what is in the present...buat masa skrg nie..sy xde 1pun baju raya. sedihkan...hahahaha \^o^/. Bile sebut xde baju raya doesnt means xde baju nk wat jalan raya...sy xde sume,baju nk wat sembahyang raya,mahupun baju pg jalan2...
bkn sbb sy xde masa nk jln2 or shopping...cume xde yg berkenan dimata sy^^ hahaha(what a stupid)..dan sy pun xth camne nk raya tanpa 1 helai pun baju raya (what a thinking)....siyes...sure awkward kan..xpenah2 xde lnsg..hahaha.tb2 sehelai pun xde kali ni..kah3..aper la yg dibuat slame nie...tp layan jer..bukannyer nk pegi mana pun..hahahah (what a brilliant)..lagi pun...xpe..sy still ada byk lagi baju lawa2 dan cantik2 to be leveled to baju baru korang ^^ hahaha (what a suprise) ...cumenyer xbaru yg betul2 punye baru jer...keh3

and ~ ehm....aahh..ok raya nie sy nk mengurangkan dwet dlm acc sy utk sume2...
mama n abah...ambil2,
Jiha..ambil2...
adik2 yg lain..ambil2...
owh kak chik yg nk pg UK...hmm ambil2...
hmm dwet raya taun nie..budget lebih atas paras normal..ambil2...
what else...aper lg yg ader dlm budget raya nie eh~

owh perbelanjaan blk kg sume2..dont worry...ambil2...
blanja dapur utk 2hari sume cucu2 opah berkumpul pun ...dont worry ambil2...hahaha
hmm...sy rasa cume tinggal 1/5 jer gaji sy utk diteruskan hidup bulan dpn ^o^ ....tp xpe..pasal sy gembira ^^ pahala pun dapat...dan...alaa...xpe...jgn byk tnye..yg penting sy suke wat camni ^___________^ ngeeeeee

so di akhir entry nie sy sebagai org Melayu Nusantara ader sebuah pantun...

" Its been a year,

here its come again,

selamat hari rayear,

maaf zahir batain."

Dont pointing to others when it`s your fault

well, ...huhh..xtually,eventually...hmm nothing produce an exact feelings to gel with the hatred that i juz gone thru, dealing with people who make no mistake 'kononnyer lahh'(feel like to vomit thinking of this kind of people)..but ahh,who cares... need not to kill my whole day n keep content the cool under...xperlu mewujudkan perasaan yg xbest utk org2 yg begitu. sendiri yg buat salah tp cakap org lain yg salah...

come on laa..it still led by ur mistake,stupid..u sets the situation, n now u`re blaming us..owhh come on..(sungguh xsuka prasaan bila sy marah)

sometimes...we makes mistake,no doubt... whether it in our own life or we effecting others life as well...the thing is..we are human..kita ni manusia...mmg xlari dr kesilapan dan kesalahan..
tp..hidup nie..xramai yg prasan yg dier bersalah, mungkin menunding jari lebih senang berbanding mengakui kesalahan.

So, during this weekend..juz when i am trying to please my day from those previous hatred...n when i juz enjoying my offtime in some parks with intention to ease the feeling,get some fresh air...look at the far end of the lake view...n guest what,suddenly my pondering get dispositioned when sorg anak kecil yang menangis kerana kakinya tersandung batu xauh dr tempat saya duduk,dan anak tersebut berlari ke orang tuanya dan berkata "ma,jatuhh...tersandung batu." lalu ibunya menjawab.."diam syg, jahat batu tu..nnt mama marah dier"

n this triggering me back to the spoil attitude that some of us have...
see....knapa harus menyalahi batu..,
ntah bukan nk marah..cume kecewa dgn sikap manusia yg mcm ni

so as motivation and also to remind myself
sbelum menyalahkan org lain...cuba lihat diri sendiri...
budak xjatuh andai dier berhati2, tangan xberbunyi andai xditepuk,
dan last skali...xde raya di syawal klu xde puasa di ramadhan ^^haha

dun know, maybe kita dibesarkan dengan suasana yg kerap menyalahkan org lain, heavy jam di kota kita salahkan kereta depan, beli barang dan kemudiannya rosak kita salahkan brg tak berkualiti,hinggakan andai baju kita terkoyak akibat tersangkut dipagar, bangku dan sebagainya lg pun kita nk salahkan bende lain...teruk kan

so..marilah kite berubah kearah yg lebih baik utk diri sendiri dan masyarakatttt haha (aper aku merepek nihh)

(eh...nie lagi aper yg aku mrepek nih...hahha, tersnap lak kan..haha.. (tb2 ader lak awek depan situ n tersnap lak...haha alasan typical malaysian) xde ah..sje nk menghiburkan hati)



(hahhh...tenangkan..klu tiap2 weekend layan jiwa kat sni)

Dude..we live in a rainbow of chaos

As per request by Mr yg berkenaan yang berkaitan dengan gambar..this 1 and this entry for you dude...

"ko tak perasan ke ko gunakan orng lain untuk kepentingan ko..."

Mr. X : "binoor ntahla...ooo tulah manusia kan binoor...t tulis lam terciptanya duniaku ek."

So from my perspective xtually browsing to find the absurd in these case, Images of 'kepentingan ko' things happened rewind back as i try to configure whats wronged in these situation.... and i am trying to link up with each other.
And....finally ahhhh...i see...
We live in a rainbow of chaos.

Human business exactly resembles like business war,
People tends to used what ever they could, take what ever opportunity..optimize every potential...

yahh...got hair-wired by things we called friends, duty, courtesy,relation, urbane and a lot more possesed by human...

Yes dude...kita pun manusia, mungkin kedepan2 kita lak wat slh n ter'jadi' mcm tu...
so the best way is...advice n be a fair person...hopefully it will work^^

The fight in the matter of acknowledgement..

Acceptance is not submission, it is acknowledgement of the facts of a situation. Then deciding what you're going to do about it. Where we must each find our separate meaning in the persuasion of our days until we meet in the meaning of the world.

In Kampung...we....

Nowadays, in this harsh cities...people are anxious to live for the future that they forget to live the present...

n makes us think that sometimes its good to live in kampung though ^^

We hate thing when.....

We hate....when things not working as how we plan it to be...

tambah pulak bila kta dedicate almost we what we could kan...

Hmmm...hidup mesti diteruskan...hopefully tomorrow will create another smile in face ^^
said to myself.....Life is like the circle....^^

Tiredddd....

Seems like the days was pack with the activity ryt...?

we look from far n see the calmness, but who knows the chaos within..... ^^